im gettin tired of making up titles

I have realised that I am nothing other than a sad would-be stalker (well meayb not the stalker bit) but i have gone way too far, and am depressing myself, I have to stop, from now on, every time i think of nick im going to sing a song - out loud, and i'm going to get so frustrated at myself that in the end i will just have to stop. That is the worst idea I have ever had, but I am running out of plans. Every thing I do seems to remind me of him, especially now that I am alone in the house on a Sunday afternoon, with nothing to do, for the first time in quite a while. I'm going to go now, and sing several songs, it'll be exciting. (i was being sarcastic, in case anyone was under a false impression)