hey

hey everyone, haven't blogged for a while. Not much news to say, apart from the thrilling fact that no one now has anything to do! lol, as we have all finished our exams, and we have two months before we have to drown our sorrows (or celebrate joys... pah). Atm I am trying to sum up the courage to look for a job (another one, obviously, I'll stick at Colemans), I have had my job for three years and had totally forgotten how scary it is to go into some shop/pub and ask whether they have any work... I think its because I am a whoose, however, even so, its taking ages. I am determined in the next hour and a half to go to the George (the pub just up the road), and ask, (after an hour and a half I have a driving lesson), but I don't think I am going to, I keep coming up with excuses, but I have to get a job; I just can't afford not to.

So, apart from my job crisis; went out on tuesday with the 'gang', went for chinese, which was good, and then we went bowling; I haven't been bowling for years, and secretly hate it, but it was still fun, and I wasn't quite as bad as I remembered; although nearly; my score was 72. err, ooh, I have seen more of Mike; it's going well; yes we are still only "seeing each other" as opposed to going out, but we are getting closer (to going out, although obviously we are getting closer to each other as well? that sounds a bit weird...). Last tiem we met up we walked down the river in Peterborough, and came to this bench; it was the romantically cliched scene ever, not only was the bench inbetween two trees staring at the river, and the weather was nice, there were these little bits of fluff in the wind (from the trees, they clooked like dandelion seeds) and they literally continually danced past us in the lightest of breezes, and it looked like it was snowing without the rubbish temperatures, and it was really pretty. We laughed, it did look almost pathetically cliched, but it was still quite pretty. Not really much coming up; leavers dinner on Friday, I have eventually decided what dress I am going to wear (my pink one, that I wore for the sixth form revue). Sarah Coopers party on Saturday, still can't decided whether I am going to go or not... its Amy's as well; Amy has a sister Lucy, in my sister' year, and she has invited Jenny to be her friend to go with her... I'm not sure whether this is a good thing or a bad thing... Ooh, and Nick and Tom's birthday the Friday after, with Matt S after that, oh btw, tom, and anyone who cares, but it relates to a conversation we were having; if we do end up staying somewhere I can get a seven o'clock bus back to oundle in the morning! lol.

So, minus those exciting things, I am just looking for jobs and then hopefully working, if I ever go out looking for a job, let alone getting one. Well I hope everyone has an exciting holiday, I'm sure I'll be back blogging soon, oh, and joycee has a new mobile no. for anyone who he didn't manage to text... I'm obviusly not going to put it up; you'll have to ask him. Anyway, have fun everyone...

23rd June

I can't believe that it is only the 23rd of June, yesterday I had a bit of a mental lapse where i thought it was the 28th (don't ask), lol, so i wished Katie C a happy birthday (only via myspace), without realising that it wasn't the 28th; i thought it was strange, becuase we always get a birthday card from colemans, but I hadn't been asked to sign one... anyway, just to let everyone else know; its the 23rd today.

Apart from slight mental lapses nothing has really happened in the last couple of days. Err... can't quite remebered when i blogged last and whether i had done my connections exam; if not, then i think it went quite well. Err, had general studies which was fine; just really boring. Oh, i felt really bad, on wednesday cos after the exam we went to Jules', and mike texted me and wanted to meet up so i agreed and said he'd be in town in half an hour, i was half-way through a mug of tea and I really didn't want to go and meet him. Lol, but then i actually went and he was really nice and sweet, and I felt really terrible, lol and we went for a drink, walked by the river etc (I didn't tell him I hadn't wanted to meet him, obviously) and it was really nice. when he was little his younger bother and him also had guinea pigs, they named them; "redpig" and "blackpig", when he told me I had hysterics, and even writing it now, i am laughing as I speak.. ahh dear, lol.

Anyway... enough procrastinating, I should be doing theatre studies notes, yet am not, in any way shape or form. I feel really tired as I had to stay up late last night writing a practice genre studies exam so that my sister could hand it in today when she goes to school. After I had written it I went down to watch the last ten minutes of Lost, realised it was Thursday, not Tuesday, and then had an hours talk with my mum, when i was really tired... anyway... hope everyone else is doing more revision then me... have fun.

hey...

hey, feel I haven't blogged for a while, although not a great deal has happened (stu that does not mean you can just scan the rest of this article). My exams have all gone ok (i think), apart from English that was a total disaster, as I answered a question on the wrong section (question 11 instead of 4) and now I have lost 45 marks without doing anything, and the chance of me getting an A is possible, but very small. Connections this morning was good though, so atleast there is an upside.

Haven't done much else except revise, oh, I have seen Mike a few times. lol, all is going well; yes i'm still "seeing him", and we are not going out, although I suppose we are getting closer... (that sounds a bit dodgy, didn't mean it like that). He's very nice (and straight), and yeah, thats all there is to say really... he's coming to oundle on friday (no, not to my house Tom), lol, but it'll be fun to show him the sights, etc, the coffee tavern is very exciting after all! lol.

Anyway, I'll let everyone get back to their revision, we do have general studies tomorrow afterall! lol, goodluck to anyone that has exams...

woohoo, lol

Well, thought I should give everyone a quick (I'm meant to be revising), update on Thursday. Basically, wow, not having dated really at all, especially not in the last two years, nervous was my general feeling, but Mike is just the sweetest guy ever. I could say a thousand things I now know about him, but it wouldn't mean much to you and would take too long. Needless to say that I am continually smilling, and the only reason I am gutted is that I have to go to Manchester on Sunday to say goodbye to my Auntie (the one who is going to New Zealand), and so I can't see him again till Monday. I know this sounds kind of one-sided, although it seems that he is just, if not more, thrilled by our newly sprung relationship as I am. lol. Nothing else has really happened, but I have a driving lesson in 45 minutes! yay! and then i am going into town to hand in an english essay, which isn't that brill but has a great conclusion, then meeting people in Nero's for coffee at two, and the sun is shining! The world is good in general, and I hope everyone is having fun revising in the sunshine!

JUNE

just a quick post, had a flick thorugh my previous blogs, and realise that I have been writing May in the title, instead of June, I have now corrected myself... until next time...

12th May

Twicei nthe space of three days! I'm getting better, lol. Still haven't really done much though. Daniel was fine by the way, although he wouldn't get to sleep for ages. Then went dancing with my mum, which was really brill, we went to Flares, and it wasn't that busy, and we were about to go home about one-ish, and then i started dancing with this guy (I never dance with people, if anyone tries to come and dance with me, I pull my "you are scary and disgusting" face; ask me for a preview! but anyway... he had this really drunk friend that kept trying to dance with my mum and me (I?), (he dropped a bottle near my foot, and my foot ended up being cut (slightly)), anyway, the guy very kindly rescued me, we got dancing, swopped numbers and I'm going to see him on Thursday. Ooh, and I have been doing loads of driving with my mother! which is completely unheard of, not only have I been to the Haycock and back this weekend, but I also drove to Peterborough on Saturday night!

Haven't really done much else but revision, am trying to get myself to read Surfacing for the sixth time, but I am going to write notes in it first, so it is taking longer than expected. Haven't really seen anybody... although obviously this Saturday there will be a big group outing. Its come to that time of year again; The dean's garden party ( i wrote about this last time didn't i?) well, just to re-iterate, £5 a ticket, from the finance office, come, it'll be really brill.

I really think thats all the news I have, err, my eating pattern has been really weird lately, i think it's the heat, but I am just not hungry, at all, but I don't think that that can be healthy, so I making myself eat at lunchtimes, but I have like the smallest amount of food ever, and then I feel really full. Hopefully the imense heat will end soon, or there will be a wind. Anyway, good luck to everyone revising for english on wednesday (and all other exams too...).

10th may

hey, I feel as though I haven't posted for ages (mostly because I haven't), but not much has really happened, errrr. Well, obviously I have started my exams, and they are 'interesting', lol, well so far they have just been re-takes, so if I mess them up its not that important, but all the rest that I have to come I can't mess them up, so nervous would describe my mood. Haven't really seen many people, went for a bbq at andrena's last week, but I think that I have already said about that; my short skirt? This Saturday I am going dancing, with my mum! lol, because I am sad, and it is really fun, as no one else dances as crazily in public as me and my mother (it's a scary sight). Atm I am babysitting for a couple of my mum's friends, until half ten when we are going. It was our last day at Colemans todya before Greg joins, so we just ate and laughed, I have a couple of really funny vidoes on my camera, and photos, which I will try to send to Lucy and Katie, if I get a chance.

Oh,we had fun on Friday when we went to Nero's to celebrate Beth's birthday (I have photos from that too, if people want) and that was brill, err... apart from that though and the odd revision session I have stayed at home, been boring and revised, ooh, I have started on myspace though! lol, scheck me out if it appeals... its not very exciting at all. Oooh, and today at Colemans I bought some new sketchbooks as we were having a two for the price of three offer (which is still on, available at all branches! we also have three for two on pens, and pads, paints and paintbrushes, so pop in t5o your local branch!). So I think that I will sit here and draw, and wonder whether to go and see Daniel (the little boy I am babysitting, wait... he is now banging very loudly, so I htink I might!

hey

I know I haven't blogged for a while... Stu's was really good, lol, although it was quite a long time ago now, or so it seems. Not really much gossip or jokes to tell... well... saw some nice second-hand bookshops had a cream tea, went to a R.S. revision session, learnt how to differentiate (is that how you spell it?) swam, had a barbeque, err and just generally enjoyed ourselves, although Stu never invited Nick in the end, so I felt slightly bad, although not as bad as on wednesday, when we went to Ali's for a bbq and Nick was there and it was really obvious that we had gone somewhere altogether and he hadnt been invited; I felt really bad. Err, yeah so Wednesday was good... had fun, went to the Drapers afterwards and i went home on the seven bus, no thanks to Haggis, trying to trick me otherwise. ooh, that reminds me, congratulations to H and L, if you know what I mean then you'll understand, if you have no idea; I don't know whether its gone public yet. Err, didn't really do anything on Thursday apart from some theatre revision; I am doing the re-take and am going to write about the R+J production even if all the questions are wrong. Friday I went for a driving lesson and saw my dad, the first was v. good, the second was, as always, an event, lol, it was fine, and I got the sweetes, softest reindeer in the world, which he bought me when he went to Finland (its not real). Saturday went to work, then afterwards the weather was gorgeous and so went to Andrena's and had a bbq, which was really brill, apart from my clothes (if you were there you'll know what i mean) I was wearing, well, not quite enough. But i wasn't cold, surprisingly, and it meant that when I spilt tea down me, none of it spilt on my clothes! Everyone was generally jovial, minus Nick, who sat (literally) about 2 metres behind me and to the right, completely out of the circle, and was silent for roughly three hours. Weird. Slept over at Andrena's, we were going to camp, but whoosed out (the tent wasn't set up), and ended up on her bedroom floor, which was surprisingly comfortable, I slept till eleven the next morning, then after a cup of tea wet home. When I got home Kevin was there! so talked to him for a bit, slightly surreal, he's not as I remember him (Kevin btw, is my mums new guy, well, prospective guy). Then Kevin and mum went out to lunch, and I haven't really done much since. At the minute I am listening to Radio 1, and psyching myself up to do R.S. revision., so everyone have fun and revise lots!

err, whatever the date is...

I'd like to apologise for my appalling blogging behaviour last night. lol. i think it was lack of sugar, as soon as i had finished i went and baked some fairy cakes and that put me in a good mood. I am really looking forward to going to Stus, esecially his antique shop, which he has promised me serve cream teas! so you know... material pleasures and all that! lol. Atm am packing, which isnt that big a job but i keep being distracted; I started two hours ago and all i have done is put my purse and phone in the bag. So as i only have another two hours before i catch my bus i think i am in trouble. I have at last washed this top that has needed a wash for about a year and a half, but it is delicate and has to be washed at 30 degrees so i have always put it off, as it would have to be washed by itself, but yesterday i thought "what the hell" and stuck it in the machine, and am now wearing it! I have the worst pain in my neck ever, on the right-hand side. This morning I let my mum have the shower first, so while i was waiting i decided to do a few sit ups, but i'm really unfit, so when i got to about twenty five i was really having to whizz my body up as the force of this was mostly the movement (this sounds really confusing, prob not best to try and understand it)that allowed me to sit up, however, i think as i waswhizzing up i cracked my neck, hence the injury; i cant think of anyother way i might have done it. but it really hurts, and i cant move my neck to the right. but i hope it will be okay soon, although i cant think that a couple of nights on the floor is going to help it. Anyway, have to go and pack now, i'll blog again after I get back on wednesday and tell everyone how it actually was; much better than i thought it was going to be yesterday. Anway, everyone have fun. keep revising.

28th may

well today has been rubbish, haven't done nething, or had anything to do, sorted my uni acomodation, watched "emma", "ally mcbeal", realised i am putting on weight, been irritable with everyone, mostly from lack of sugar, felt like there's nothing to look forward to and generally hated the world. Bit of advice; dont ask me about it, i will go on, and it is boring; its boring for me, everyone else must be bored rigid (corrugated cardboard comes to mind when i think of the word rigid, i suppose it is more rigid than other cardboard, but you would have thought that if i had thought of the word rigid some sheet of really thick metal would have sprung to mind, perhaps corrugated iron...?) neway, well ,there isn't much more to say. Tomorrow I'm going to Stu's four couples me and watkins for two days, its gonna b a ball, soz stu, it'l b great, i'm just moody, i think part of it is that I have my music on shuffle and it keeps shuffling to all these really sad songs, at the moment its "everybody hurts" mayb the next one will b more peppy, i aplogise for my language, its kinda texty. I tidied my room, which was good, oh and tom, we didnt climb on the roof on friday, that two-long year pact, and it never came to anything! lol. Nope, its snow patrol. err, well everyone have fun, i will. i must remember to revise, i dont think theres much else to say, i know i havent blogged for a while... err, last day, was rubbish, no, it wasnt rubbish, just the first in a long line of goodbyes that i dont want to say. if anyone wants photos; ask; stu sent me a load and including mine i have about 150; well like i said have fun.

becuase i should...

I haven't blogged for ages, well a while, so thought I should. Haven't really done anyhting (as usual), err having last lessons, which are really sad, went for my english meal last night, it was really good, and everyone has been saying how they are going to miss us, lol, Mrs Tate called me ditzy and full of wisdom! lol (if you do RE you'll understand better), changed the back of my hoodie now so it says "Dooblie Sar", lol, after a lot of debate. Had an exam yesterday, probably better if you don't ask about it. Err, not much else has happened, oh, Stu, if you read this, bit of a favour; can you invite nick to the dooblie on mon/tues/wed, he wont come, I can promise you, but not inviting people places makes me feel so bad, if it was the other way around i'd go mental, and I know that he prob wont care either way, but can you anyway? to make me feel better? lol. Thanks. Ooh, finished reading "Wild Swans", so if anyone has questions about Mao and communist China in the early 1900's ask me (as long as its from a human perspective) lol. Have just baked raisin buns for english tomorrow (notice the slight change from raisin bread; their buns... with raisins in!). Anyway, am going to do something more productive, well, something else... anyway, have fun, hope everyone is revising hard!

thursday (I have no idea of the date)

Well today has been a mixture of ups and downs. Haven't done much, I know I always say that, but well, its always true. Had an English lesson, which was okay, we're going to have a party next week, which will be good. My free was quite funny, although it consisted of running around the canteen looking for my stuff which some people continued to hide, lol, but the time did go quite quickly. In theatre studies we had to watch Romeo and Juliet, I realised what a depressing concept it is, and now I really dislike that play, unless I suppose its done in the Vicotrian era (i.e. with a happy ending, which kind of takes away the point). Also it means that I have to cook raisin bread tonight cos we are going to have a picnic tomorrow when we go to stratford upon avon tomorrow to watch R + J, which is really irritating, as I have just realised that I do not like the play. Had a driving lesson from two till three, which went really well, i did emergency stops! lol, and have now started manoevers (that's spelt wrong). However, it sounds exciting, I lugged a whole ream of lined paper home with me today as I am clearing out my locker. Got the bus home (soz I didn't say bye Joyce, you seemed engrossed in your conversation), and came home. Ooh yesterday, bought Ally McBeal season two! It's really brill, although I have already watched too much, lol. Err, still don't ask me about Nick, at the moment I am keeping with forgetting being the best policy, but try forgetting about the last three years of you life; you'll find it pretty damn impossible, so I may have to re-think my policy. Ooh, and everyone who knows pete (my driving instructor) who told him that I was feeling left out as we didnt have risque conversations? Well to make up for it he told me two dodgy jokes, lol, one was really rubbish, and the other was quite funny, in a kind of you didn't expect the ending. No, I'm not repeating them, I don't like saying rude words! lol. Atm I am feeling okay, sometimes ecstatic, sometimes crap, actually just really happy until I see, hear or think of Nick, lol, at least I know the cause of my misery. Anyway, raisin bread is calling to me, if people are lucky I might make two batches and bring one in tomorrow, but I wouldn't count on it, lol. Have fun, see everyone tomorrow!

16th May

Well today was okay, the day started really badly, but had six frees today, and actually had fun in my frees this morning thanks to various people who cheered me up. Didnt really do anything else though, suffering from lack of activity. Got home, didn't do much, played "everybody's talkin'" on the guitar, with my mum on base and us both singing, it was so funny (its the only song i can play and my mum hasnt played base for like a year). lol, read some magazine, which was depressingly chirpy and assumed everyones biggest problem was how to wear a white dress and look good in it, the answer, if your fat you just can't, lol. Anyway... am vaguely moody now through lack of entertainment, but not too bad. Hope everyone else ish aving more fun, lol.

14th May?

Well, I've had a really rubbish day today. Went to bed too late last night, so woke up really tired (which was the main problem), and with a cold and a sore throat. Had frees first thing, and just sat there and ate all my lunch, didn't do anything in English, then had frees five and six which I also did very little in. Lunch; I did nothing in really, apart from chatting to Beth and Andrena and James, which still wasn't the most energy consuming thing. Towards the end of lunch Nick came in (he was on study leave, but had to come in for french), and well, yeah, anyway, had re last thing which i could hardly pay attention to. Afterwards we had a desk study meeting which was useless, then met up with stu and alex and emma t and tom for hot chocolate, then went home. However, feel really lethargic as I have eaten a massive amount, not gone for a run for seemingly ages, and have nothing to do in my life. Just generally bored for a general description, I can see why people resort to bad habits, just to change monotony. Anyway, am leaving now, so that I can sleep and hopefully come into school tomorrow, although all I have to do is critical thinking as I have six frees. Oh, the one enjoyable thing I did today was sign up for a school leavers hoodie, mine will say ; "SAR: STATIONERY LOVE, its a Colemans thing. Lol. Anyway, hope everyone has had a better day than me, and hope that tomorrow is better, if you see me in the canteen tomorrow then smile, lol, I just need to laugh, I haven't laughed for ages, and I need a side-splitting giggle. Oh, and I should apologise to Stu, a few blogs ago I made him sound really dodgy, lol, although he was kind of, but not as much as I made out, oh, and Joyce is still a hunk, lol. Oh, another goos thing; Nick isn't going to the leaver's dinner, so I don't have to get a new dress! lol, it all works in my crazy mind.

14th May

This weekend hasn't really been special. Saturday, had an average day at Colemans, it went really fast, as I had to do a variety of exciting jobs. After work we all went to Watkins' and saw everyone, it was okay, not the most fun we've ever had- alex left about 9 and came back at bout eleven, Nick was quite quiet; silent, a lot of the conversation was made up of pranks we could play with a certain secretary and eggs, which thrilling as it was, carried a repetetive feeling to it, lol, surprisingly. Stayed over at Watkins' and left early this morning (well, for the ten past ten bus). Came home, and haven't really done anything, lol, its as fun as it sounds. Haven't done any work, and I really need to, but I have six frees tomorrow as various lessons have been cancelled, so I can do something then.

In general am bored with life, lol, although that might be something to do with the fact that theres not much to look forward to, bring on half-term.

11th May

Its so late in the month already, I only have 8 school days until my first exam. How scary is that? Again, did practically nothing today, talked to Nick for the first time kind of properly on our own in registration, we asked each other what we did last evening, etc, it sounds silly, but it makes it so much easier just talking to him normally, as though there is a possibility we might end up friends, lol. Didn't really do anything in lessons, had a test in RE which I spent my free revising for, so i hope i did ok, but i dont think i evaluated enough.

In school news, we found out who all the senior people were, lol, thrilled about head girl, lol, and not really going to comment, as anything i say could be taken the wrong way, lol. I bought some voile after school and put it on my window, so I can now have it open ( I say can, i mean have to, as there is no way of closing the window unless i remove some of the tape i put it up there with (was going to do it with velcro stuff but couldn't be bothered to walk to oundle and back just to buy velcro)) so thats brill, as the bugs and more importantly, daddy long legs wont get in.

Did the stupidest thing, watched Holleyoaks after the Simpsons, and all the stories were really depressing; some babysitters killed a baby and some drunk girl was thrown out of her house, there were also two people that decided to run away as they were in love, but one was married, how depressing is that; does nothing ever happy happen on tv?

Atm I am procrastinating from doing my english genre studies, which i really don't want to do, but nevertheless I will begin shortly. Overall, had an okay day, ooh, had last debate club ever, it was fun, and i'll miss it, kind of, lol. Never mind.

joyce the hunk

Like the title i have to tell everyone that Joyce is a hunk, he wanted to be mentioned... as a hunk, I told him I would oblige, anybody else want a mention?

Not much has happened today, did that stupid uni que test although i was late, as the bus broke down. It would not have been that annoying, but the reason that it broke down was becuase it hadn't been filled with petrol the night before, becuase the guy had forgotten. We had to sit for forty minutes waiting for a van to come with the petrol in it. It was tedious and frustrating, so I ended up getting to school and five past nine.

Anyway, apart from that mishap, the test lasted until break, then had re then went to Alex's garden for wednesday afternoon, before going home on the bus. Went for milkshakes with my sister, and then home. The weather has been completely gorgeous, but apart from that the day has been kind of crap, haven't really spoken to anyone, and haven't had registration, well we havem, but i missed it. And the more people smile the more frustrated i become, i sware im going mad, well, not actually mad, but alot more crazy than usual. I need to go out, I was going to arrange dancing on saturday, but i dont even feel like going out on saturday (i go out every saturday usually, and cannot remeber the last time i stayed in on one). Can someone arrange something and make me come? thanks, lol, or not as the case may be, lol, soz i'm not very perky today, i'll try again tomorrow.

9th May

As usual, nothing much has happened. Had quite a boring day today, oh, have to mention stu yesterday, (promised him I would) yesterday, he not only dreamed about me naked, then tiend a plastic bag around my neck - it was painful (kind of). Ooh, something else that happened yesterday; I bit a bit of my tongue off, it was quite small but it bled loads, and was really painful.

Today, however, I did very little, a test in RE, read during critical thinking, and didn't do much during my free. Haggis invented the laughing game; if you laugh then he sleeps with you, if you don't then he jumps off a tall building. I'm not sure that there are any winners in that game! lol. Ddidn't do anything in theatre studies or lunch except laugh (I'd like to point out here that I did not join in the laughing game so it didn't matter that I laughed, lol). Then came home, and am procrastinating so that I don't have to write an English essay. lol, well thats about all for now - lol, don't ask about anything to do with Nick - you don't want to know the answer, all I can say is that I am working on my feelings, and they definitely need working on!

7th May

Well, we went to Alex's birthday meal - a thrilling affair. Lol, it was very nice - we went to Prezzos, and although Claire couldn't make it (a long story which no one would really get anything out of), everyone else could (I say everyone, there were only eight of us there). Anyway, we laughed, and ate, and drank, and generally had a good time. Highlights of the evening would be Jules telling us that they nearly lost louise in London (lou is Jules' sister), and after a long conversation (that I did not really take much part in), it was decided by a mixture of tom and mark (alex's boyf), that there would be no guy in Jack Hunt that I would consider going out with (there is a long list of credentials, apparently the fact that I don't want any piercings or tatoos make a big difference...? Anyway, after that we went briefly to the Drapers Arms and then to Alex's. Then after more talk we went home. A good evening, although it did finish rather early, although as I had to leave at twenty past midnight anyway, I didn't mind it not lasting a long time.

Saturday = Colemans, Leanne was in, and so we did no work but had a lot of fun, until about three o'clock, when I suddenly just wanted to sleep, I have never felt that dreadful at work, even when I haven't gone to bed until three, I don't know why I was soo tired, but I was and it hurt. lol. Don't really have any thrilling stories to tell, apart from a man proposing to whisk me oof to Beans in the near future (I might add that the man is in his late forties at least, and was the musical director of the pantomime that I did, and so knows me quite well - it doesn't make it quite so exciting!)

Saturday evening everyone was busy apart from me watkins and alex (well, nick wasn't very busy, but said that it didn't sound very good, and he'd be better off working). So we went to Watkins house and talked really, until half eleven, when I was half asleep, went back to Alex's and I must have been asleep by Midnight.

This morning, woke up, eventually left to get the ten past eleven, and met my mum while I was walking to the Bus station going to church, lol, which was nice, nearly joined her, but decided I should realy work ,as it is only two weeks and two days until my first exam. Anyway... here I am now.

Extra bits; I have started reading Wild Swans (Tom made me a library card, and got out the book for me!), its really brill, and I am trying not to just read it, but do other things as well, such as work (although at the moment I am procrastinating quite well). Oh, and I am not over Nick at all, but stuck between two planes, either people talk about him all the time and make jokes about us, and I can't get him out my mind. Or, we hardly mention him at all, and then I dream about him at night(duh, opposed to during the day?), right now, I am prefering to talk about him during the day, it is less emotional. lol, so when you see me, mention him, lol, that was a joke, don't really, I'll get really annoyed! lol. Anway, until next time...

4th May

Hey, again haven't done much, lol, err, although had a two hour driving lesson which was a bit of a mission as I had to re-arrange it becuase of my hair appointment (lol, i have had my hair cut!), but in the end it all got sorted out. Its way too hot at the moment, and so I am going to go and have some tea and sit out in the garden, which will be fun. Lol. Anyway... have to go now as my mum wants to use the internet, but if i come on again in the evening i might add further detail to my already lacklustre description of my day. You may be given such delicacies as what happened in house assembly, and whether brian and mip agreed with my petriburgian report, and what i had to do with nick miss calabraise and nicks french oral... itll be a ball, until then...